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hey everyone, well there isnt really anything new goin on but umm my cousin is gone for good.  actually its really depressing... i didnt think i would be this sad about him leaving but i miss him a lot.  its so weird without him here cause im so used to having him here to talk to and jus chill with.  well charles . . .
 *i miss you, chex misses you, we all miss you.  it sucks that we never really got to say  goodbye but you know we all care for you like crazy. i hope all the best for you out there  chlee... you were doin great out here and you are a very smart and talented person.   remember to use that to your advantage because itll only help you in the end. i miss you  chlee... i miss all the stupid things we did... LOL... come back to visit soon ok.  be safe and  make  sure to keep in touch ok. . . you are always goin to be a part of this family and are  welcome here ANYTIME. i love you.*
ok other than that fact that chlee is gone for good, my life isnt that bad.  my mom has been extremely nice to me... ive been out more than usual and she said that she doesnt really care that i go out a lot as long as its clean and safe fun. thats kinda weird dont you think. well anyways my other half is doin great you could say.  he is actually wonderful to me.  lately we have been spending a lot of time together.  more than i expected considering im supposed to be grounded from him. well we are goin on four months and so far its been some of the best months ever.  man i love that kid. anyways umm, lets see oh... i might be moving, its kinda scary cause my mom has gone absolutly nuts with packing the house up and we might not be moving for another month.  what kinda sucks is that the house we found is up by palo verde... and all my friends live close to my house that im in right now... but oh well.  next year ill be at UNLV anyways.  damn college, kinda scary... i dunno but all this college shit freaks me out kinda cause i love high school.  its all good though, at least i wont have the fuckin drama... i mean i know if im still with justin ill have those bitchy girls who fuckin piss me off but shit what can i do about it.  oh... speaking of bitchy girls... this girl Tara (TER-A) fuckin pissed me off the other day.  i mean she says all this shit about me and she cant even say it to my face so i freakin bitched at her... man it felt good.  but anyways i dont wanna get into that whole thing but lets just say i was hella pissed and not in the mood to deal with it. ok well i guess im done for now... hope everyone is doin well.  peace

god dammit, well there has been enough drama to last me a fuckin lifetime.  all i have to say is bein back at my house is a bitch first of all.  yeah i know im the one who came back but hey i dont think i could live on my own for that much longer without a job... ya know. umm, the rest of my break wasnt that bad come to think of it... i spent a lot of time with justin, we went bowling, ice skating, and a lot of other dumb but fun things.  i also spent new years with him here at my house, we watched movies and shit.  it was great just spending time with him.  umm i also got to work out with the team at my old gymnastics place, it was fun but man did i feel the pain in the morning.  im way way way outta shape.   but hey 6 months of not working out will do that to a person.   umm, i also have been hanging out a lot more with kimmy which is great cause we really didnt hang out that much.  she is my bestest friend in the world and i love hanging out with her.  ok now to the recent shit that is happening.  well yesterday justin came over and i just wanted to spend time with him well he ended up wanting to leave and go play hockey so when he called his dad to pick him up i kinda got somewhat pissed.  but hey what did he expect, well eventually he left and then my little brother told my mom that justin went up in my room so shit, guess what happened, i got grounded... i cant see him for a month.  but i get to see him at school which is good. that is unless he moves, there is a chance that he might be goin to green valley high at the semester, which is really depressing but i ll have to live with it if he leaves.  now anyways he ended up callin me at like 2am and saying that he was sorry for bein rude and leaving me, and he said that he knew how much it meant to me just to spend time with him... which really was good.  well umm i guess not seeing him for a month sucks but my bestest buddys guy might be leavin for 2 months so i really cant complain.  ok enough bout justin, now umm i hope that everyones break was awesome and time well spent... love you all and hope everyone is excited to go to school tomorrow :)